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#28 - Infinity Will Break Your Brain

In this anonymous call, a close friend joins me to explore everything from heart-shaped signs left by her grandmother to the daunting reality of eternity. Our conversation moves between the intimate and the infinite. Touching on mortality, time, space, nothingness, and the strange mix of fear and wonder that comes with contemplating what happens when we die.

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#27 - Don’t Misgender God!

An anonymous caller reflects on her father’s passing, the strange signs that followed, and how those moments restored her faith in an afterlife. We explore grief as a state of being, the puzzle piece that can never be replaced, and the possibility that ego and consciousness transform when life comes to an end.

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#25 – Surrender to Your Mortality (and Pass the Chicken)

In this call, our caller shares the story of losing her brother, the surreal moments of his dying process, and the humor and signs that carried her through. From freezer chicken to promises in the sky, it’s a conversation about grief, ritual, and why planning for death matters.

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#24 - I’m the Ghost That Haunts My Own House

He lost his wife in a sudden accident—just before they made the first payment on their home. In this call, we talk about living in the moment, the isolation of grief, and finding flashes of humor in the heaviest places.

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#23 - We’re All Just Microbiome in the Gut of God

A nurse and Reiki practitioner reflects on what she’s learned from being with people as they die—and the experiences that made her believe consciousness continues on. From childhood curiosity to dream visitations and energy healing, this episode explores what it means to hold space for the unknown. It’s grounded, mystical, and even a little weird—in the best way.

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#22 - What If We Treated Mental Illness Like Cancer?

Our caller lost her best friend just before her birthday. In this anonymous call, we talk about grief, the stigma around suicide, and the belief that love and energy never really disappear.

Content Note: This episode includes discussion of suicide. Call or text 988 for free, 24/7 support.

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#21 - Everything Will Be OK

This caller doesn’t know what happens when we die and he’s completely at peace with that. From grief and religion to psychedelics and a cat named Flannel, this conversation covers a lot of ground and lands in a place of calm certainty: everything will be okay.

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Introducing Season 2

Season 2 officially starts next week, but I wanted to take a minute to share a few thoughts before it does. In this short update, I talk about how the podcast has evolved, what’s shifting in Season 2, and what you can still expect from each episode moving forward.

If you’ve been listening, thank you for being here. And if you’re just joining, I’m glad you found the show.

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#20 - Brynna Fish

Brynna Fish shares her idea of the “Worldwide Soul Web,” a belief that our souls are made of those who came before us—and continue on through others when we die. We talk about connection, loss, and the messages that find their way to us, even through dogs.

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#19 - Anonymous 03

Two anonymous callers reflect on grief, identity, and belief. One finds faith through loss and a loyal dog. The other wrestles with childhood trauma and the stories we carry for decades.

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#18 - Maura McInerney-Rowley

Maura McInerney-Rowley talks with Zach about loss, how her relationship with death has evolved, and why she created tools like Death Archetypes to help others explore their beliefs more openly.

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#17 - Anonymous 02

Two anonymous callers explore grief and what comes next—through personal loss, Buddhist ideas, and dreams. One reflects on a mysterious email from his mom sent after her death. The other, a dream therapist, shares why she believes death meets us in the language we understand.

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#16 - Elizabeth Fournier

Elizabeth Fournier—aka The Green Reaper—shares how she helps families plan natural, meaningful burials at home and in nature. We also talk about her personal beliefs on death, and what she'd want her loved ones to know if she were gone tomorrow.

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#15 - Anonymous 01

Two anonymous callers reflect on death, faith, reincarnation, and how contemplating mortality reshapes the way we live.

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